Well it the very 1st day after the entire LAN subject.. so basically im free now! Yes very very free...
To say that LAN subject is a total rubbish..hmm..anyway for me i dun certainly think so. It may be quite boring and lifeless, but at the same time, it spare me many memories and "remembrance"
Back to the title! Happy or Sad..y did i set tis as my title? I wish i would noe too.
Eventually i'm currently in a state that even myself are also quite confusing that whether shud i be extremely happy or vice versa. I REALLY DUNNO!
What is that to make us happy? Is it that we are finally free from killer load of assignments and works together with numbers of headache exams?? Or its to say that we are finally graduated and grow a bit more mature? Is all that really makes people happy? I wonder
Sad and sorrow, what form a human being? character? emotion? feelings? care?sense?
Feelings can be quite simple.. but it can be at the same time the most difficult and hardest things to be understanded. Being having to leave all my frens especially those good one and BEST one of cz are something really hard to overcome. Sometimes those feeling just POP out of a sudden causing myself being EMO ..i wish i could have controlled but sadly its over my capability to handle.
As my mum always tell me..human meet each others becoz of faith! and when time come, no matter how hard those feeling may be, it is out for us to reach but to accept the truth that we have be seperated.Even though some may be together for very long time but at the end death will end all these too! So we should precious every moment wif our frens doesn't matter how close both might be. We could never estimate or forseen when one individual will be leaving without notice. Life is delicate and soft where the duration can never be estimated.
To all my dearest frens (All from BEST to someone that i might jus seen u be4) :
I wish i could have enlighten ur world and for any things that i did wrong and bothering u, i wish that I can be forgive.
Once fren we are always frens till the day i die.. if there is anything i can help u out about, feel no hesitate to ask me for help!
And last but not least, do not let small thing destroy frenship, and let the frenship last forever. Precious ur frens make every moment a smile on everyone's face..
Frenz FOREVER
P.S DO NOT FORGET ME PLS!!!
