Changed..

Well..recently have had some weird kind of feeling occuring over and over again...
Im like becoming very easy get upset and mood swing..i duno how could tis happen to me as the previous me was not meant to behave in tis way ..my ques is .." did i changed ??" I feel like now even myself duno who i am.. im totally lost..
The only thing i noe is its out of my control when these feeling come ..could it be there's a major changed towards my character??... or sometimes i wonder its may because im too over stepping into someone who i could never let go ..i knew i was wrong .. but i jus couldnt do anything ..its like a drug ..and im deeply addicted..
Hereby i would like to apologise...im Sry to the one i had hurt when these feeling arrived..i knew sometimes became very emotional or even use some rude words and phrase .. i dun mean it SERIOUSLY.. IM SO SRY... i think thats not right for me to being interfering so much into somebody's life....i will try my best to improve myself.. to gain controversial towards various feelings.. and to pull myself out abit... i believe i can !